It would appear, that my wish to tear appart the medicinal industry wacko application of toxic chemicals, is slowly manifesting itself 🙂
After conducting abit of research on the topic of psylicube cubensis (magic mushrooms/liberty caps) and their practical application in healing emotional pain and even personality disorders, I found something very very interesting. They can apparantly cure the deep emotional scars which appear to be the root cause for many personality disorders.
Over the course of aproximately one year I have been more or less silently observing people around me for behaviours that are abit different.
People who enter temporary catatonic state. Kinda like a very short trance where they switch from being present to being mentally absent for a while. How can I see this? Well, they usually just stare straight into the air not moving and not changing focus.
Some get caught and wander around seemingly absent minded (day dreaming)
The people who conduct this kind of behaviour are usually clustered. (groups)
After having talked to some of them, a persistent pattern of emotional distress had been found.
-Some cried unexplainably for apparantly no reason when they are alone.
-Some hear voices while not sleeping or dreaming.
-Some turn 180 degress and switch personality.
-Reduced social activity (staying at home, not talking to anyone but very few people with the same symptoms)
-Lack of motivation
-Inability to determine what is real and what is unreal. (I must admit, this is sort of a liquid concept these days.. reality that is.)
-Having terrible nightmares/insomnia
-Inability to recognize people and situations (amnesia)
-Disassociative behaviour (taking distance from certain things that invoke emotions that cannot be integrated into the self, and thus is dissasociated from, often creating a split personality trait. (Multiple personalities)
-Feeling possesed (taken control of)
Neither of the above symptoms could be explained by drug or alcohol abuse. Hence these issues are fairly serious and can seriously impact a persons private and social life.
I was intent on finding a cure for this aswell!
During my research on psylicube cubensis, I had a skype conversation with an Indian shamanic healer. He explained that many of those symptoms are in line with schizophrenia, but, that is mostly caused by the presence of “spirits” and can be healed.
He went on to explain how spirits can enter people during periods of emotional distress. He also explained how alcohol and certain medical components can cause further susceptibility to “possession” by spirits.
Spirits can jump from person to person, yeah well, in general he said they can be nasty critters, but they can be removed and should be.
The question of course arose: “How do I get those out of people?”
Well he explained the following:
The patient and the shaman both drink a tea of either ajhuaska, Iboga, Peyote or Psylicybin.
According to him, it grants “spirit vision” and as such the shaman can “conjure” or summon (make appear) other spirits of the good kind who can be “put into patients” to force the “evil” entity out. This is apparantly a painful process for the patient, mentally, but when its over, people report a feeling of a heavy weight being lifted of their shoulders.
What this essentially means, is that the medicine people get from doctors to treat the symptoms actually open up for the spirit gateway, so that nasty ones can enter. The underlying cause, the spirits themselves remain behind and wreck havoc.
I asked which spirits could help with such things. He said alot of indian names that I can’t spell. He went on to add old gods from various religions.
Now this was all facinating, but I still could not grasp how he could “put a spirit into someone” I was trying to imagine the scenario. An indian dude standing trying to stuff some creature into a person through the mouth…
He said is easy, the spirits are there to help and will do what they need to do. He said they come in various sizes, small and big. He giggled, some are bigger than a house but still fit in a human.
I found this very interesting. Hallucinogenics seem to not really cause hallucinations, but “clear vision” or clearsentience. He explained how he was always able to “sense” them but not see them without the teas.
The tea essentially gave him the ability to see what he could feel, and when it can be seen, it can be confronted/removed/put into someone etc.
So, the solution to not developing schizophrenia is apparantly very simple:
Sip tea with a shamanic healer, have him “stuff” a spirit into you and relax till its over. Sounds simple…
As an added bonus, I got an answer I had been seeking for a while. Since he mentioned that spirits can jump from person to person, I inquired if that could happen if someone was conducting reiki on someone? He said yes, it is very possible, but, he went on to explain that it is the way he finds out how people feel and what they are suffering from.
What he explained was that when he was healing someone, he would be able to feel what the person is feeling. He explained how that was invaluable tool in finding the right spirit for the job.
Next time, I will write about my experiences in practical application and subsequently how spirits can “talk through you” (Being a psychic medium) and even make you do things. (control you)
The pieces are slowly coming together 🙂