February 22nd. Sunday. Four days after my 1st meditation ever…
I write a girl I know that, I need to self-heal my heart due to coronary artery disease.
I send her a video for her to look at so she understands what it is. I am not entirely sure why I decided to drop such topic on her. But well, I would not have been able to hide it anyway most likely.
I write her the message with the video around 4pm 22nd of February.
After disconnecting from the chat, I walk around in my friends appartment doing whatever I was doing. Suddenly something/someone tells me “Lie down at 8 PM”
I pondered abit where that voice came from and found it something that “i told myself” somehow.
Some time passes. 20.00 arrives. Suddenly it feels like there is a hand inside my chest messing around with my heart. I had to lie down immediately and thought… allright, I am having a stroke, I will die now.
It started hurting more in my heart and it felt like something was being torn out. After a while the pain resides. A voice in my head says “GIVE THEM TO ME!” I respond “GIVE WHAT TO YOU?!?” I should probably have asked “Who the fuck are you and what are you doing in my head?!?”
Wierd feelings start arising in my root chakra. A tingling sensation, kundalini awakening. At the same time an image appears in my head.
I get very confused by this, because what does this mean? This will be revealed in the next story 🙂 Needless to say, the girl most likely saved my life. Well, I saved hers later, so I guess its 1-1 🙂
This song kinda popped into mind, only difference is, noone was tearing me apart but putting me back together.