“Are all your hugs special?” That was the exact words a girl used when asking me, well if my hugs are special.
I initially just answered a cocky “yes, they are all special” without giving it much thought, because what is special compared to a regular hug? This was in beginning of February where “wierd” started getting “wierder” and slowly throughout march, april, may and June I started to really change my perception of reality and also had to continually evaluate my own sanity.
At some point later, I found out that I could transfer “energy” to other people. The kind of energy that rejuvinates people and or heals them from pain. I found out I could also transfer heat to people who were freezing. (At times, sometimes it worked sometimes it didn’t)
I am starting to ponder, if this particular person could feel that “light” energy/resonance/vibration? before I was even aware of having that energy myself?
What other reasons could there be for asking a man “are all your hugs special?” after recieving a hug? Did it feel special? If so, then if noone else feels them as particularly special, then they were, presumably, only feeling “special” for her in particular. I find that peculiarly interesting for various reasons.
Anyway, I find myself 1½ month later, (end of march 2015) hugging her again and this time intentionally transfered some energy to her, because since last time I found out that I could. This time she said it felt nice and when she was freezing, I could put a hand on her back and warm her up.
Now, from an IT-engineers perspective, who is used to deal with Binary, 0’s and 1’s, all of what I just wrote is absolute nonsense due to impossibility and it troubled my mind as i want answers to everything NOWish.
It doesn’t even stop with this february/march wierdness. In fact it got much more intense along the way as this very same person would appear in my dreams sending me “messages” or “instructions”.
Needless to say, the last few months I have been putting alot of thought into such funny “incidents” that by themselves mean nothing, but when you zoom out and look at the big picture I gained an interesting perspective. Curiosity was not the reason for asking. Intuition or a sense of “knowing” seems to have been it. Because, yes, apparantly my hugs are special. But it was unknown to me at the time the question was asked and it is still unknown to me WHY they became more special than they were in the beginning of my life.
What triggers such explosive development of “spirituality” when the only spirituality you’ve ever read is “The way of Zen” By Allan Watts around february-march 2015? At the time the question was asked, that book had not been read through.
What happened next I will save for the next blog post!